Have you ever felt alone and lonely when your better-half is not around? Well, I am a first timer for this.
After more than 6 years of being
together , this has been the very first time that my beb has to go out of town
with out me. The very first time that he will not sleep beside me. The very
first time that I will not see his face in the morning when I wake up. He has to
finish his seminar and On the Job training for 4 days. That would be 4 freaking
days with out him . I am teary-eyed as I send him to the bus station earlier
today . I did not expect to be too emotional for this simple thing. First of all
, this is a work related trip. Second to that , it will just be for 4 days. But
I don't care.. I can't explain the feeling that I have here in my heart. I
don't want to let him go!, not with out me! We cuddle for 30 mins while waiting
for the bus to arrive. He never let go of my hand. I can feel that he feels the
same way too. Never ending hugs and kisses until the bus arrives. I watch him
enter the bus as he waves his hand and says ILOVEYOU. I replied and I whispered
ILOVEYOU TOO as I turned my back away from the bus. I took the jeepney headed
opposite direction , I have to leave the place first as I hate to see him go.
This is just the first night with
out him and it feels like forever already. I wish Tuesday would come easily so I
can hug and kiss him again. I am really missing you beb.